How It Began

This life all began in a small silver mining town in northern Idaho.  In those days, the environment was so polluted by the smelting of the silver, there were no trees on the surrounding mountain sides for miles around.  We thought it was normal.  I used to play in those hills all day finding rocks and getting dirty with my friends. The environment wouldn't allow for trees to start growing again for 5 to 10 years after the mines were closed down.

I was a deep thinking child.  I would question existence and ask who God was at the age of 5 and 6.  Back then, we belonged to the Methodist Church.  I went to Sunday School like every other little kid in the area.

When I was three, they discovered I had a deformed kidney and an abnormally large bladder.  They found this out because of all the bladder infections I would get.  They almost removed my kidney but lucky for me they didn't.  I remember getting sick a lot in those days.  The year I turned 7 the silver mines were shut down and the economy fell.  So we moved west to Northwest Washington.

I had a fairly happy childhood.  Nothing out of the ordinary.  My mom was a stay at home mom and she cooked dinner every night and once a month we would eat out at a fast food restaurant.  We were all vaccinated and had traditional medicine and I was still sick a lot.  I would be sick 5-10 times a year.

We were still going to church.  First it was the Methodist Church and then we switched to the Baptist Church and every once and a while I would go to the Catholic Church with my best friend.  I was really questioning religion at this time and church filled me with confusion and fear.  We stopped going to church when I was twelve or thirteen.

In high school I branched out more in my thinking of God and Religion.  I philosophized a lot with friends and I was reading government conspiracy books and new age books about auras and lucid dreaming.

My first year in college I went back to church.  I needed community, being away from home with no friends.  So I joined the Methodist Church near campus.  It was great until I remembered why I didn't like church.  It was all the hypocisy and the fear that drove me away the first time.  I haven't been back since.

My second year of college I came down with a mystery illness involving my lymph nodes and major fatigue. I had episodes for a few years and I started getting a lot of ezcema outbreaks all over my face and arms.  I was put on Zyrtec to take care of the ezcema.  It worked but I was reading the warnings one day and it said not to use for more than 6 month because it can cause liver damaged.  I had been on it a year, because every time I tried to get off it the ezcema came back.  So what was causing the ezcema and why I was still getting lymph node episodes.  The traditional doctors weren't helping me.  They had run tests and prescribed drugs but they only dealt with the symptoms.  I started looking into alternative medicine and naturopathy.  I found my condition in a book about Candida toxicity.  It talked about my symptoms to a T.  The cure was simple.  I needed to do a series of cleanses.  I even went to see an Iridologist (someone who can diagnose by just looking at your irises).  She confirmed the Candida over growth.  I got off of all prescription drugs and did the cleanses.  It worked.  The symptoms were gone and I had way more energy. I hardly ever get sick now. From that moment on I would be moving closer and closer to learning the truth about traditional medicine.  I have read many books, and articles, talked to many people and alternative practitioners.  I have found loads of info on the internet through credible sites.

Also through this process of taking responsibility for my own health, I was growing spiritually.  I found that religion was not for me.  I chose love over fear as my spiritual guide.  My main mission was to find true happiness and peace.  I wanted to find out who and what I really am and what my full potential is and to come into that.  I also wanted to get to now my Creator through my own inner discoveries not the fear based, contradictory God that religion wanted to force on me.

Though my health discoveries, I found out that I was sensitive to certain food.  When I had children, I would find out that their allergies would be way worse than mine.  Many things have lead us to this point.  The devastation to the environment has led us to this point and the environment is our bodies.  We can't poison the environment without poisoning ourselves and visa versa.  There is only one way to clean this mess up now and only those who are waking up to what is going on right now will be able to find and use this solution.  That is the purpose of this blog.  To help those wanting to wake up.